She sits by herself at the bar. There’s plenty of activity and she feels comfortable that she’s not recognizable. It’s not that she doesn’t want to be noticed, she does. She just doesn’t want anyone she knows to recognize her. That would be a disaster, one she doesn’t want to deal with. If Mike found out. If by any slim chance he found out she was having an affair, she wasn’t sure if he’d be able to deal with that.
She sips her chardonnay and looks around the bar as it’s getting busier. There are a lot of men looking her way. She knows it but doesn’t always admit to it. Today she does. Yes, she’s sexy and gorgeous even at 49. Men half her age are often turning their heads as she walks by. She wonders if she didn’t wear the conservative clothing she does, how many more men would be looking her way. There’s so many already.
Tonight is different she thinks to herself. She’s dressing more provocatively tonight, that and the fact she’s donning a wig that makes her unrecognizable give her a confidence that she doesn’t normally feel.
She can be anyone tonight. “Who shall I be”, runs through her mind. “Maybe I’m an airline attendant just here overnight.” ” mmm, That’s exciting” she thinks.
Another chardonnay, she motions to the bar tender. “Hmmm, he’s cute” goes through her mind. Then she thinks, “oh my god, he’s got to be close to my son’s age”. But she still flirts with him. He’s tall and looks just a little like what Johnny Depp used to look like. He’s funny and has been paying a lot of attention to her. She thinks for a moment, “I could have him… if I wanted, I could have him”.
“Wow”, she thinks to herself. “Look at that”. As she eyes a really beautiful specimen. A black man, though his features make her believe he’s probably of mixed race. He’s handsome and dressed so well too. He looks to be around 35 or 40 years old. He spots her looking his way and she quickly pretends she wasn’t looking. But it’s too late, he meanders over to where she’s sitting and asks if he can sit. “Sure” she says. He introduces himself, Bill he says is his name. As she carries on the small banter one does when they meet someone, she wonders. Is his real name Bill? Maybe, like her, he’s not wanting to be recognized, only noticed.
They speak for awhile and she’s flirting of course, some of her best, she thinks to herself. He’s not only handsome and sexy, he’s also very personable and she is starting to feel a little tingle between her legs. Maybe he’s the one. Maybe he’s the lucky one tonight. She wonders if he has any idea that she will make someone a very happy man tonight. It could be him, she thinks. She starts to daydream of what it would feel like to have this gorgeous man’s arms around her, what his lips would taste like. Then she thinks, “ooooh, I wonder if the stereotype is true”.
Bill says he was going to go up to his room, but had some drinks up there if she wanted to join him. “uh, huh” she thought. “drinks”. “I don’t know” she tells him. He insists “oh, I’ll be the perfect gentleman” with a grin and she retorts “oh, I surely hope not, and gives him a sly smile ” as he laughs.
“I’m going to do this” she thinks. I’ll text Doug. He’s not supposed to be here until 11, that gives me two hours. So she excuses herself to the ladies room and texts Doug. “Hey Darling, I can’t wait to see you but If I’m a few minutes late, order me a chardonnay”. That should cover it she thinks. She doesn’t have to be exactly on time. Plus, she doesn’t want to spend all night with this hunk, just a good hour. One really good, fuck my brains out hour.
Let’s go Bill, I’m all yours, and they leave, Bill with his arm around her waist, headed to the elevator. The doors close on the elevator and she moves in closer to Bill. “aren’t you going to kiss me” she brazenly asks.
he leans in and softly touches his lips to hers. He puts his hands on her waist and parts her lips with his tongue, kissing more passionately now. She moves her hand down to feel the bulge now protruding from his chinos. She feels out of control. God she’s never felt this free.
Inside Bill’s suite she decides to see what Bill has planned. He offers her a drink and she accepts, Pino grigio, but it’s okay. She’s had plenty to drink already so the pino will work just fine.
Bill sits close to her and her skin is on fire. So sensitive to every touch, every brush of a hand. Bill is telling her how beautiful she is and she hears him but she’s thinking about that bulge that is growing in Bill’s pants . She can’t wait any longer and moves in and kisses Bill strong and passionately. Bill’s hands wrap around her and she feels his hands wander over her body, it’s electric she thinks.
She knows she turned on and wants this to happen now. She moves her hands to his belt as they are kissing and unbuckles him. “that was easier than I thought it would be” she was thinking when she didn’t fumble at all. Next, the button, then the zipper. Soon she had her hand inside his pants and she let out a moan when she felt the magnificent cock Bill had inside his pants. Bill was busy removing her clothes as fast as he could as she sat up for a moment and looked down at the beautiful dick in her hands. He was indeed well endowed and as she looked at it, she thought about how good it would feel when he pushed it all the way inside her. He stood up and she pulled his pants down around his ankles and as she was reaching out and grabbing hold of his cock with both hands, he was kicking off the pants. She thought how she’s never really liked giving head, actually disliked it, but now she just had the urge to put him in her mouth.
As she put her mouth around his cock, she used both hands to stroke him. She licked and sucked him and she thought about how good it was, how good it felt in her mouth and in her hands. Why didn’t she like this more in the past, she thought but just then she realized she wanted him in her now.
She stood up and pushed Bill down onto the couch. His massive cock sticking straight up just aching for someone to sit on it, “oh I guess I’ll be that someone” she thought and moved herself into position. She sat slowly down on him as the pressure built at her entrance until finally it gave way and his fat cock head was inside her.
She lowered herself slowly more and more thinking the whole time, “oh my god, will I ever hit bottom” and soon she knew, as she was now sitting on his lap, with his cock all the way deep inside her. She thought how good it felt and how she doesn’t think she’s ever had one quite this big reaching places and storing feelings she didn’t even know she had.
Then she started to pump up and down on him, over and over as she felt her orgasm about to explode and then it did. She lost her train of thought as the waves of pleasure came over her, as she started to regain her control she felt Bill’s big strong hands around her waist, lifting and pounding her down on his shaft.
Now he was fucking her and hard. She was loving it, and with one motion, Bill had her on her back never missing a beat as he fucked her. Again she came, and again, she wondered at one point how many orgasms she’d had when Bill suddenly came inside her jammed deep in her belly he spewed his cum, spasm after spasm as she reached around to feel his balls pumping her full.
They laid there and Bill was saying something but she didn’t really pay attention. She had what she came for and was ready to leave. She freshened up in his bath room knowing that she still had plenty of his cum inside her and headed down to the bar to meet Doug. It was 11:20 and she knew he’d be waiting.
“Hi darling” she said as she approached and wrapped her arms around him. “I missed you so much”, as they kissed. Doug briefly pulled back as she thought he may have tasted the cock on her breath, but then he went back to kissing her.
“Let’s go to our room baby, I want to fuck you so bad” Doug said, she agreed and off they went for a blissful lover’s evening.
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